There are many things I learned from Justin's passing. One of the most important being that you can never measure how far reaching your influence is. It may seem like you are alone in the world when beset by the dark hopelessness of depression, but that is a complete and utter lie. I sat in a crowd of almost a thousand people at Justin's funeral, recognizing faces of those I didn't even know knew Justin. I plead with you to remember this. You are loved. You are important and if you were to leave this world, you would be missed. If you are contemplating any type of self harm, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline or send me an email or call me. My number is 619-890-4126. Maybe it is a mistake to post my personal number here but if it makes a difference then it is worth it. I believe we are all part of one big family. As my brothers and sisters, I care about you. I am no doctor and I would never claim to be, but I am a good listener. I will listen any time, day or night.